Hi I go by the name of Nadie chanel I am 31 years old I am a private chef also currently in school to become a surgical technologist, I need the control because plan and simple I need to grow up. I need to control my anger and emotions and realize everything don’t need a reaction. I need the control because if someone say or do something I don’t like I tend to get physical and I struggle with keeping my hands to myself when things don’t go my way because it’s MY WAY or get HIT in YOUR FACE!